testing

OMG

2006-10-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

now tt i look at the html codes of my blog..OMG~~~...IT SO MESSY AND WRONG...but its amazing how it all turns out to be 'correct'..LOL..

hmm..i will be changing layout 'soon'..hahaz..soon la..

yoZzz

2006-08-05T09:59:00.000-07:00

Yoz...since there are still a few people hu visits this old old blog of mine..i shall post one post..lolz..

ok..it has been 8months since my last post..and there's alot of things to fill in but i shall juz skip all that..

i am currently in NYP taking the course of IT..am getting used to the life there ba..its interesting to find people that differs so much in personality there...unlike when we were in BPGHS..haiz..god i miss life in BP..

but there are juz things in this world that we want but could not get...memories are meant for u to remember thats why its called memories...and we got to keep improving ourselves..

*The only thing that remain constant is change*

Germany's chocolate

2005-12-18T04:58:00.000-08:00

haha..after a long long time..i am blogging..lol..

ok, i will get into the topic. I had just eaten the bitter-est chocolate i had ever ate in my life, erm, well for now lar...haha...the one i had eaten had a '70%' down there, i dunno wat it means but i figure it out tt the higher the % the more bitter it was. And a saw another packet with '99%' written on it...OMG...the '70%' already tasted like beer those bitter type of beer liao..HTF("how the f***) will the 99% chocolate taste like...i dun even dare to eat it..=S..

luckily, there's still the milk chocolate there for me to eat, haha, sweet chocolate is better then bitter chocolate(i used to think otherwise). haha...

some of u may be wondering where the hell did i get those chocolates...well...i didnt travel to germany for them. Its my father, lol...he flew to germany to work for 2 weeks...lol..and he brought back lots of goodies to eat. wahahaha..i am going to finish them off, well, i will leave some for u guys, but while stock last...hehe...

NSE camp

2005-06-09T22:28:00.000-07:00

hmm....be4 i start on the topic...i got to say this....I CAN FINALLY USE MY COMP...cuz i changed the monitor...the old one was spoil-ed....hahaha

ok...i only have veri little things to say abt the camp....basically....i feel tt it is the worst for so many i have been to....the reason...cuz i was the OIC....tt explains everything...i think most ppl who went for the camp can agree with that....u guys dun have to hid it....juz say it....i wun be coming after u with a copper...cuz...i know myself...it is the worst one....EVER.....

i feel so...incompetent....at first i tot i can do it...but even be4 the camp started....problems came...and it came non-stop....i juz didnt forsee them....unlike all the previous camp in-charges...who took good care of those things....and i left them out...even small things like equipment list...i didnt complete it...haiz...but dun worry....cuz the nxt NSE camp...will not be planned by me...and i think i wun be planning or going for any more NSE camps...i dunno how to face the CC...i have let alot of ppl down...

so....to end this...for all those ppl hu went for the camp to suffer under me....i'm sry....

pratical exams

2005-04-27T15:15:00.000-07:00

hmm...today is my first time doing pratical exams...and...it turned out like shiiiit....=S..

first...chem...wah seh...dunno wat to say abt it leh...i re did some of the experiments dunno 2 or 3 times...haiz...then..i think will die...cuz i left the last qn blank...plz lor...teacher nvr even say wats tt lor...

then....phy...i confident in this one...but then...balance wat ruler lar...haiz...then i spent dunno how long trying....try and try....in the end...the graph and grad. not drawn and found...also die le...kaozZz..........

hmmm...nvm....i still got the theory...lol...i still can make it for at least a A2....hehe...

CHIONG..!!!

2005-04-26T21:25:00.000-07:00

got this funny feeling pass few days...and i kind of like it....

it is the urge to DO WELL...haha...i am going to chiong all my subjects for the up coming Os...erm...chinese...i will try my BEST too..!!!...i will not give up any more subjects...i had already given up Amaths...and it WILL END THERE..!!!!!

A1s..!!!!!!...HERE I COME...!!!!!!

2005-04-24T20:42:00.000-07:00

Exams come le....

NSE camp also coming le...

Study or plan the camp..???

do both..???

can cope..???

dunno.........

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....

i am going mad soon....

stress building up...

unbearable....

bursting....

2005-04-23T21:12:00.000-07:00

I can't sleep.....
I can't live without you by my side.....
So cold......
So lost without you as my guide....
And you made me realize I'm nothing....
Nothing without you..................

hmmm

2005-04-10T21:08:00.000-07:00

16 more days....mid-year paper starting....hmm....

time pass so quickly...i am in sec 5 now...sitting for Os this year...when it juz seems like i am only in sec 1 yst...come to think of it...i wonder how long will i be on earth...years passes like days....days passing like seconds...well literally lar....juz think back on those wonderful memories....

well...i dont know wat to say...but the feeling is that...life is short...real short...be4 we know it....we will all have our own family...we will be parents...then grandparents...until then...will we all still be in contact..??

i really hope so....but i feel that it is quite impossible with the super duper fast pace of events around us...never the less...i will try my best to keep in touch with everyone i know...but some...had already lost contact liao...sad ar...

haha...dun feel like talking abt myself...cuz...nth to talk abt lar...life goes on as normal...didnt have any exciting thing happen...my life is dull...but my frenz are 'colouring' it...haha...hmm...but still quite dull lar...nth special happen...

lonely all these years.......haha...cuz i chose to....=PpPpP

...

2005-03-04T21:35:00.000-08:00

hmm..lets c...how shd i start this...

first....today after sch....went to fren's hse slacked abit....then went back to sch...cuz going the career fair thingy mah....so went there lor....then walk walk in the hall...looked things to do with info-tech things....then reach a place...where the person there....can say is not interested in talking to me and my fren lar...whatever my fren and i asked...the thing she replied was "it depends"....then i was like....WTF....she not helping at all...but nvm...walk walk a bit more...then reach another place...haha...this one is beri good...he explained everything to me clearly...and i feel that i gained a lot from the conversation we had...

got one thing to say...

it was my fault...i was wrong to hit him or anybody for tt matter....but i had been doing so for the past 2-3 years...that is because...some ppl in my class...wun listen to reasoning and scolding for the things they do wrong...they learn it the 'hard' way...therefor...resulting in my actions against them..

so from today onwards...I WILL NOT CARE ANYMORE....this will be good to everybody right..?...first...i wun be the bad guy anymore...cuz i wun be hitting anymore ppl...and the fact that i hit the person is becuz i cared enough to even try to teach him right from wrong....but i dont care anymore now...for if i do...i may end up in the boys home...banned from taking O lvl exams...and everything bad lar...so...it will be best for me to NOT CARE ANYMORE...dont u guys think so..?

no more dots...only comma

2005-02-14T21:03:00.000-08:00

Is this,,,,,,better or is this......better,.,.,.,?

V.day,,,,,which is today,,,,,alone again,,,,,which is nothing new lar,,,,wait,,,,i shall wait,,,,wait until i reach the age of 18 be4 i get into a relationship,,,,thats what i keep saying to myself now,,,,i feel that now i am still not matured enough to get into a relationship,,,,wait,,,,

talking abt waiting,,,,i feel that in life,,,,we juz spend too much time waiting,,,,dont u guys think so,,,?,,,everyday,,,,at least half the day was spent waiting,,,,haiz,,,,life is so short,,,,wats the point of living anyway,,,,can anybody give me an answer,,,,?,,,,wait and wait,,,,be4 we know it,,,,we will be laying in the coffin,,,,or maybe,,,,we will be too poor to even afford a coffin,,,,haiz,,,,

freak,,,,everything seems so bland,,,,uninteresting,,,,f888ed up too,,,,laugh for the sake of laughing,,,,btw,,,peggy,,,i agree with wat u said in your blog,,,,dont know why,,,it juz soooo connected to my heart,,,,,funny feeling,,,,f888ing feeling,,,,,,,

update update

2005-02-04T22:54:00.000-08:00

hmm..under peer pressure....keep asking me update...haha...so here i am...

haha...ok lar...not under peer pressure lar...i feel like blogging now...cuz i really is nth to do..!!!...or at least for now nth to do lar....hahaha...when got things to do...dont feel like doing them...when got nth to do...feel like finding smth to do...and when found smth to do...then dun feel like doing it...then nth to do again...so will find smth to do and then wun feel like doing it.....hmmm....can go on 4ever....=P...

hmm...lets c....really dunno wat to write....ok...today...went for the founder's day rehearsal....everything was quite smooth...but i have this freaking cough...then i cannot shout as loud as i could...then beri the bu shuang....freaking cough...third week finish le...still haven die(i am talking abt the cough and not myself)...stupid cough...

and one more thing...juz yst...i heard from my friend the news of a meteor which will hit earth in 14years time...but then i also dun care so much...cuz...we all have to die someday mah...then if really hit earth...everybody die together...then we wun have all those crying and stuffs....

today...i went on the net and checked up on it....its 24years...and not 14years...and there's no danger of a collision...for more infomation go to...www.spaceweather.com...

haiz....dunno wat to write le...think i will end here...haha...

open hse and movie watching

2005-01-22T22:06:00.000-08:00

hmm...today met friends at bukit panjang plaza mac...

supposed to meet at 11.30a.m and go over to NP...but in the end drag until like 1 plus close to 2 then left plaza...so...took bus 171...then walk a long long distance then reach the poly...in there...went to meet junwei and adrian...then i went to ask for info abt some courses...then found some course which i feel interested in...like FVS...which stands for film, video, sound....i nvr tot of taking this course be4...but when i was in the tour for that course...i feel sort of attracted to it...and hor...my tour guide's name was peggy...lol...she was quite funny...haha...we entered a room...in that room...is where those big big machine are...those really big big de...haha...for doing sound editing one...then she asked us wan to anyhow touch anot...then i was like...'huh?'...then my fren really went to anyhow move the things...lol...then she said one thing 'nvm...the power is not on'...lol...actually...wanted to go NYP de...but not enough time to go le...

so went to west mall to catch a movie...meet the fockers....lol....its an Nc-16 show...lol...then really beri strict...muz check i-c...haha...but hu cares...i am over 16 le...wahahaha...then the show some parts beri dirty...erm...not say dirty lar...its juz like...erm...dunno how to say it...its funny but abit dirty lar...understand..?...lol...nvm...haha..its a funny show...those who are 16 or over...go watch it...then those hu not over 16....erm...if got way to smuggle in...then watch...hahaha...its nice...

today....beri well spent...although i got slight fever...it didnt bother me...hahaha...laughter is the medi to all sickness...haha...

ps: should i turn my blog into a place where i pratice my english..?

......

2005-01-22T00:31:00.000-08:00

today went to bugis to buy my comp a new RAM...cuz i feel that my comp is quite slow...and also went shopping for CNY cloths...haha..

so...went to bugis...with my classmates...met at CCK control...then over there...saw a number of guides...they we going to trial the hike of the up coming camp...lol...dunno how it went...haha...

ok...on the MRT...the stop was City Hall...one more stop to bugis...then one of my fren asked us to get down the train...then we all get off...then he lead us walk around abit...then i asked him where he going...then found out he tot need to switch train to go to bugis...then i was like...sian 1/2...wasted some time...haha...then hor...when reached bugis...for dunno wat stupid reason...i didnt remember the way to sim lim...still need to call my fren and ask...haiz....but i still managed to buy my RAM....

after tt...went to Far East...cuz meeting another grp of frenz there mah..then over there...like playing hide and seek...first they told us they at Far East....then me and my friend dunno how go...then found our way to borders...the big big book store...lol...then asked them to go there find us...but hor...they told me that they were at orchard control station...then we made our way back to the place where we started agian...time wasted again...haiz...but managed to get to Far East and buy cloths...and...over there...most of the shops for gurls...then me and another 2 guys were searching for cloths for man...then the other 3 gurls...followed us...haha...it was quite funny lar...dunno how they managed to find such funny things to comment abt the cloths and all...lol...bought 2 shirts and one jeans...lol...haven buy shoes yet....need a hair cut...haiz...still need to do so many things...

better stop here...tml going poly open hse...lol...hope it will be fun....and stupid flu...i still wun recover from it...haiz....

....

2005-01-20T22:45:00.000-08:00

hmm...ok...here to update...lets c...lots of things happened...

lets start with my clz....during english lesson...there was music...lol...the feeling was quite nice...as if i am in the cafe doing homework...cuz the english teacher...played some music as the background and then he taught us and gave us work to do....lol...ever since then...almost everyday after sch...loud music can be heard coming out from my class...lol...and there's this new chem teacher...not that i have anything against her...is juz that...i have this feeling that she's treating my class as primary sch kids...=S....

and...scouts...if any sec 3 scouts c this....so be it....ok...i am quite disappointed...first...during foot drill...not serious...when asked to recite the scout's promise...dunno wat they doing...ehh...dun wan say anymore liao...

hmm...dunno wat to say le...now my mind beri blank...cuz i having flu...

i juz wish to go slp and wake up to a brand new life.................................................

N lvl results!!!!!!!!

2004-12-17T15:56:00.000-08:00

ok..as the title says...i am here to write abt my N lvl results...

hmm...wat can i say...i am disappointed in myself...i failed to get A1....not even one....not even my maths....haiz....

ok...i got 4 A2...and 2 B4....which is enough for me to go to sec5...yar...but...i still feel disappointed...CUZ I DUN HAVE A1..!!!

hmm...well...i maybe going later...but...haven confirm yet...=S..signing off here...haha

Ps: joanne...i updated as promised...haha...

job interview...

2004-11-16T23:28:00.000-08:00

wa....today...actually is only go out with frenz...then try to look for job de...then charlene called me...said tt she got found one job...then say she and her frenz...cuz all gers...then scared scared...so ask me to go also....then i go find my frenz to go also lor...haha...the job name beri the nice...sales and marketing....beri nice hor...but hor...is ask us to walk here and there trying to sell things...

teamed up in pairs...then...becuz of my classmates(two boys)...i ended up teaming with charlene...i dun mean tt i dun wish to team up with her lar...its juz to say that...why i teamed up with her...lol...

sold nemo...rubber de...then press liao got light come out one...and also got sell candles...

haha...i lazy to write le...lol...earned $17.50 together with charlene...^5...lol...the others...not too bad lar hor...all got take some money go back...lol...

ps: charlene...we make quite a team rite..?..=P...

test test...

2004-11-15T18:53:00.000-08:00

haha..hmm....go try...lol...http://bbspot.com/News/2004/10/extension_quiz.php...

finally

2004-11-07T01:30:00.000-08:00

wa...finally can log in and update le...haha...

ok...finally...i went to the tq...haha...hmm...not a bad experiance...but...it will be a better one if it was in english...haha...cuz two days ago...already met with some of them le...haha...they sure are a bunch of beri crappy friends...and also...they like to say cold jokes and laugh...lol...kinda like wat i do...haha...

*everyday's a brand new day...dont live in the past...look ahead...*

my bdae

2004-11-01T22:04:00.000-08:00

haha...yeah today my bdae...yeah...so happy...happy...

bleh...today although my bdae...its juz like any other day...only tt...recieved all those 'happy bdae' msg...so...thks to all those hu cared to remember my bdae and wasted 5¢ sms-ing me...haha...

so today...juz want to lot 1...eat sushi with two frenz...then watched movie 'ladder 49' together...cool show...but i dunno the taste of you guys...but to me...its a beri nice show...then after tt...went home...ate a piece of cake(yucks)...i dun really like cakes..

sianZz...tml need to go sch...so...i am signing off here

*day after day...time pass away...and i juz cant get u off my mind...nobody knows..wat i hide inside...

english speaking

2004-10-28T18:33:00.000-07:00

haha...today got one beri fun english programme...it is to make us feel comfortable speaking english...

then the teacher Mr. Steve...is from england ba...haha...then he speak got a funny slang...but luckily still can catch wat he is speaking...then we did a debate...and other fun games....still got another 3 lessons...haha...so fun...lol...

*everything happen for a purpose*

tired

2004-10-27T17:53:00.000-07:00

haiz...dunno why...this few days...get tired beri easily...keep wanting to slp...haiz...

having 'O' lvl E maths nxt thurs...=S...abit scared...but at the same time...looking 4ward to it...hmm...argh...hu cares...

*things come and go...dont hold on to what's not meant to be yours*

????

2004-10-23T13:01:00.000-07:00

hmm...my birthday is coming...but i dont feel the way other ppl feel when their bdae is coming...to me..my bdae is juz like another day in my life..

i dont wish for lots of presents on my bdae...nor do i wish for nice and tasty bdae cake on my bdae...i dont even know who or wat i am living for...myself..?...friends..?...parents..?...country..?...haiz...wish tt one day i will juz get the answer...

O lvl Emaths coming...well...i lost my entry proof...is it fate..?...for god to tell me not to take the exam cuz i will fail damn badly..?..haiz..

i feel that life is not something we can control...i believe that we are doing everything we did in our previous life...

back

2004-10-19T23:05:00.000-07:00

haha...after so long...i am back...erm...actually...i have been visiting my blog but i lazy to write...haha...now i have some time and i am writing...=P...

hmmm...N lvls over...dunno how well or bad i did...but i do hope that i get good grades...who doesnt..?...oh well...like i said...only can hope...

hmm...having a meeting at yishun CC this sunday again...well...i am there to learn how to have meeting with the CC ppl...cuz...we(bp scouts and guides) are helping the CC to run a childern camp...and after i had went to the camp for sometime...i decided to become the IC...but...the up coming camp...i am not the IC...cuz i am kind of like learning how to become a good IC...lol...hopefully...i will get to be the IC for nxt year's neesoon east childern camp...^^

hmm...17th of dec...the day when the N lvl results will come to me...*pray

*hello is juz the begining of goodbye*

soon

2004-09-28T21:54:00.000-07:00

yeah..!!..the egg and chicken ban was lifted..!!..whooo~~.....

today is tues...time is really running out be4 my 'N' lvls...feeling kind of excited now...also dunno why...is it good or bad..?

hmm...hecks...with each passing day...i am feeling sick-ier...first is flu...now is slight fever...haiz...i muz get well be4 nxt monday...*prays hard*...

*everyday is a new day with new experiences..nvr dwell in the pass...move on...

day by day

2004-09-27T20:51:00.000-07:00

hmm...one more week...juz one more week...its getting close with every second passing...every second passing...it is getting closer to the 'N' lvls...

got back my report book today...hmm...wat can i say...erm...yar...still need LOTS of improvement in my chinese and and combined humanities...=S...both of these subjects have a 5 for the first digit...the other...i wun say it...for others...quite happy...cuz got meet my target...erm...or at least close to it...but for my english...haiz...better dont say le...

one last week of study be4 my 'N' lvls and then a short break be4 i go 4 my 'O' lvl Emaths...and its so close to my bdae../sob...

one final week....

eGgS

2004-09-23T20:58:00.000-07:00

haha...finally...after beri beri long...i had egg for dinner...

hmm...lets c....the egg...the yolk...erm..the whole egg juz tasted heavenly...haha...maybe cuz i too long nvr eat egg le...really miss the taste of it...hope tt at the end of this month...singapore will resume taking chickens and eggs from malaysia...then...we can all enjoy the taste of eggs..!!!

haha...ok...enough of eggs...hmm...now...i only left 10 days...to N lvls..!!!!...=S...now got one funny funny feeling inside me...i tot tt prelims are more difficult then the real N lvls...but after i ask some of the teachers...it turned out that some papers are set to be VERY easy...haiz...nvm...i will CHIONG them ALL...erm...think i can ba...haha...i dun wan to grad. this yr...i wan to go sec 5...

gd luck to all those taking N and O lvls this year...

*everything will reveal itself when the time is right..

eeeeks

2004-09-20T22:10:00.000-07:00

haha...today had the O lvl prelims for emaths paper2....hmm....

dunno can pass anot...the paper 2 is over 100 marks...and i wish i can get one mark....erm....wait...i mean...one whole mark...which means 100/100...hahaha...*dreaming*....lol...sure cannot de...cuz...i dont even have time to complete the paper...=S...but...i still managed to complete 90% of it...?

haha...dont wan to get my hopes high for this paper...cuz...i know...i did real badly...*sobz*...haha...i wun cry lar...prelims only mah...i still got some time to study and get over this paper...haha...i wan to get at least a B3 for this maths paper...in O lvls lar...then a A1 for the N lvls...muahaha...

[*make a decision and order it...dont let other ppl overpower u*]----a line a leader shd remember...i followed it be4...now...its time for new leaders to follow it...

dull world

2004-09-18T22:22:00.000-07:00

haha...sianzZzZz...like it or not...its sianzZzZz...the sianzy blog is here...=P...crappy...

hmm...today...nth much happened...sianz lor...morning wake up...wash up....watch tv....eat breakfast...afternoon...watch tv...eat lunch...at night...watch tv again...eat dinner...play computer...hmm...a day ended like this...sian rite..??

i am still waiting for the person who will bring color into my dull world where the rainbow has only two colors...black and white...who will be the one...the one that will bring color to my life...i wonder...

sux

2004-09-17T23:20:00.000-07:00

hmm...today...although is a short day in sch...i still feel beri tired after sch...and got a stupid feeling behind the back of my head...like something is going to burst open...haiz...

dunno why cannot concentrade on something for too long now...will get restless and feel like slping easily...wtf is happening to me..??...N lvls coming and this is happening to me...haiz...even now when i am typing all this...my head is like going to burst open...i can 'feel' the blood flow in the veins of my head...haiz...

my back dont seem to be getting better...haiz...why is there so many things happening to mi at a moment like this...

can i still make it for my N lvls..???

hmmm

2004-09-16T18:10:00.000-07:00

erm....first entry in blog...stupid od....down so long...then up liao...lost so many files...haiz...so i decided to jump over to blog...haha...

erm...exams coming...abt two more weeks...and after tt...will have some time to rest be4 the start of a new year with new challenges ahead...looking forward to them...we nvr know wat tml will bring...anything can change in juz a matter of seconds...its all unpredictable...haiz...

today...in sch...almost fell aslp near the end of tiger's lesson...=S...but...phew...i didnt...juz as i was abt to slp...clz over...and i 'woke' up...lol...cannot blame me lor...we in the AVA room..then the lights were off and the air-con made my feel like slping...image...dark room and the cold temperature which is juz right...tempting rite...haha...

think i will end here ba...yar..end here...haha...
i will chiong N lvls..and try to get lots of A1s...!!!